A Lover Is Forever

 

Girls were teacher’s pets.  And sissies.

We had one male homosexual in my class.

He was sexually active in the 2nd grade.

Seduced most of his classmates.  Or tried.

He later died of AIDS.  He had a tomboy sister

and a brother who played for the St. Louis Browns

at a time when they had a one-armed outfielder.

The schools were segregated, so we didn’t know

any colored kids, socially.  We played with some

black kids on the athletic field between colored town

and white town after school.  Grab-ass football.

Basketball.  Baseball.  They roller-skated and flew kites.

Marbles in season.  Yo-yos.  They didn’t come home with us

after school.  They weren’t invited to our birthday parties.

They had a band that played at their football games, and black

cheerleaders.  After integration, Homecoming Queen was a problem.

The captain of the football team.  I think of Jeff Bridges and Cybill Shepherd

in The Last Picture Show.  I don’t think of Moms Mabley and Sonny Liston.

Flip Wilson in drag or Smokin’ Joe Frazier.  Bukowski says he was talking to

a woman in New Orleans and a man who looked like Jersey Joe Walcott

gave him the evil eye.  He kept on walking.

 


 

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