I got out of the service the second time and showed up on my father's doorstep.
I didn't have any place else to go.
I had the GI Bill this time, but hadn't
saved any money. I needed to work for a year and save up enough to go to Florida
State.
I got a job at a computer factory in Palm Beach Gardens--RCA/EDP--and
rented an apartment on Singer Island.
The Barking Dog Company.
I
think Charles Willeford lived out on Singer Island when he was going to Palm Beach
Junior College, and edited the Alfred Hitchcock Mystery Magazine.
He and I were at the junior college at the same time, but didn't know each other,
and I hadn't read any of his books, then.
Willeford set Sideswipe on
Singer Island, in part. He had Hoke Moseley managing the Pelicano Arms for his father
after he, Hoke, had his nervous breakdown. I had Art Brew living in the Pelicano
Arms in some book or other. Hoke's father owned a hardware store in Riviera Beach.
I later found out that Frederick Exley was living in a hotel on Singer Island and
writing Pages From a Cold Island when I was living there, but I didn't meet
him, and hadn't read A Fan's Notes yet.
Exley's three autobiographical
books and Willeford's two autobiographies and several novels (and a screenplay, and
a book of poems, and short stories, and reviews of mysteries in the Miami Herald,
and a book about getting his hemorrhoids cut out, and a book of criticism, New
Forms of Ugly: The Immobilized Hero in Modern Fiction), are among my favorite
books.
* * *
So I was young and single with a job and a car and I had my first bachelor
apartment out on Swinging Singer Island, with its beautiful wide beach (it was up-current
of Palm Beach Inlet, which acted like a groin, and contributed to sand build-up),
the young girls in their bikinis playing volleyball and drinking beer.
It
was enough to make a man horny. The sexual revolution was going on, don't you know.
I was, at the sexual revolution, as Grace Metalious was, in Peyton Place. A wallflower.
Or as Robert Gover was in Gifford, Florida, the all-black town outside Vero Beach:
the Poor Boy at the Party.
(Hoke's ex-wife married a black major
league pitcher whose California baseball team spring-trained in Vero Beach.)
* * *
John D. MacArthur owned a dairy out west of West Palm Beach. In fact, he
owned a lot of land out there. He owned Palm Beach Gardens, where the RCA plant
was, and a PGA golf course.
He also owned the Colonnades Hotel on Singer
Island.
The hotel had a discotheque on the ground floor, or in the basement,
where the volleyball-playing, beer-drinking young girls went, and I walked over there
on weekends, a couple of times, to see what was happening.
Well, people were
dancing, to loud music, and drinking, and I went in, but I couldn't make heads or
tails of what was going on.
I couldn't make sense of why people would listen
to music like that.
It was like a psychological experiment, to see how much
pain people could withstand.
It was Charlie Parker in Hell.
* * *
Ives Dairy, in Ojus, was sold to real estate developers.
My grandfather,
A. E. Cason, Sr., was related to the family that owned Ives Dairy.
He came
in for a chunk of change.
He gave $5,000 to Van Jr., $5,000 to my dad, and
$1,000 to each of the grandchildren.
I used my share to enroll at the Big
University, FSU.
I was going to finish college. And become a writer.
I was going to finish college, get married, and become a writer.
Probably,
I would find my soul-mate at FSU.