Then and Now
Point and Shoot, Florida (YU)--That was 35 years ago. How had things changed?
Well, they were about the same.
Heap and Brenda lived in a modest house.
Brenda worked and Heap was at the house, writing.
Brenda kept a garden and
raised chickens.
They read books and watched rented movies on the TV.
They ate well. Heap did most of the cooking.
Heap no longer drank.
They had friends.
In New Orleans, they spent every weekend with Larry and
Hazel.
Now, they spent every weekend at The Red Bar.
Their friends
were painters, musicians, actors. Waitstaff people, chefs, bartenders.
No
writers, but Heap had readers who sent him email, and he responded to their comments
in his books. He went to writing events, like writers conferences, book fairs, poetry
readings, book-signings.
He had a reputation.
America's greatest
living unpublished, or underpublished writer, perhaps the greatest unpublished, or
underpublished American writer ever.
His year was running out, and he'd have
to go back to work again, when the money ran out.
But there'd be other years.
He could write and work both.
He'd done it for a long time now.
New
York could go take a flying fuck at a rolling donut.
The State of Florida
could go take a flying fuck at a rolling donut.
They didn't help him, he
didn't need their help.
They tried to shut him up. They failed. It can't
be faked and it will not be denied.
Heap would have his day.
"Don't
change a word," Henry Miller told Lawrence Durrell. "They'll shit on you
anyway--you might as well have your say."
Heap would have his say.